Day 38

Day 38

Wednesday.
Rough day!
Can't move!
Can't get out of bed!
Sooooo tired!
Just want to cry all day!

On my mastermind call today with my close Landmark friends I made a declaration.
I declared to just be in pure acceptance.
Accept all the love being given to me with out guilt or shame.
Accept my disease with out blame.
Accept my life as perfect and imperfect as it is right now!

What resists, persists.
I surrender to the magic of being alive today and will let it encompass me!
I surrender to the feelings and emotions of living this exceptional life for that is what helps me feel alive!
Anger, sadness, guilt...
Mixed with joy, love, gratitude.

This is me trying to communicate all of the craziness in my head.
It's hard to express just how I feel but just know that within all of the craziness and chaos, HOPE still overpowers it all!