How can I as a father of a beautiful daughter even begin to express my feelings about her cancer. Cancer to me is automatically considered a death sentence.
Jessica just lost her Auntie, and I just lost my sister 5/6 2010 to cancer.
I was so angry at God there were no words to describe it! Not MY daughter! Why my daughter? Haven't we suffered enough in this family?
But then the anger burns out. Hearts break and people mature.
What brought me to my knees was the realization that I was powerless.
Lack of power was my dilemma! That in life and death matters.
God is the best way to exercise power on our behalf!
I need to be the rock Jessica can cling to with Gods help.
I had to make a choice to turn it all over to God!
I needed to set aside anger which was only covering my fear and hurt.
I can with Gods help find respectful and helpful ways to express my anger.
On a positive note Jessica is a fighter! A beautiful positive woman, mother,and wife.
Miracles happen every day! She's already had that blessing with Micah, Mason, Anthony, and her mother. They're all there together for a reason.
Nothing, absolutely nothing happens in Gods world by mistake. There are no coincidence's in this world.
I am so proud of you Jessica.
You have always been an inspiration in my life! From the first time I held you, to shooting pheasants and deer together and maybe throw in a few walleyes, bass and sunnies. I know God has you in his healing hands and your turn to be Grandma will be in about 20 years! Live a Life YOU love. I will always be here for my PUMPKIN!
Loving and praying for you with all my heart.
See you soon. Madison and I are a comin!!!!
DADDY O!!!!!
Jessica just lost her Auntie, and I just lost my sister 5/6 2010 to cancer.
I was so angry at God there were no words to describe it! Not MY daughter! Why my daughter? Haven't we suffered enough in this family?
But then the anger burns out. Hearts break and people mature.
What brought me to my knees was the realization that I was powerless.
Lack of power was my dilemma! That in life and death matters.
God is the best way to exercise power on our behalf!
I need to be the rock Jessica can cling to with Gods help.
I had to make a choice to turn it all over to God!
I needed to set aside anger which was only covering my fear and hurt.
I can with Gods help find respectful and helpful ways to express my anger.
On a positive note Jessica is a fighter! A beautiful positive woman, mother,and wife.
Miracles happen every day! She's already had that blessing with Micah, Mason, Anthony, and her mother. They're all there together for a reason.
Nothing, absolutely nothing happens in Gods world by mistake. There are no coincidence's in this world.
I am so proud of you Jessica.
You have always been an inspiration in my life! From the first time I held you, to shooting pheasants and deer together and maybe throw in a few walleyes, bass and sunnies. I know God has you in his healing hands and your turn to be Grandma will be in about 20 years! Live a Life YOU love. I will always be here for my PUMPKIN!
Loving and praying for you with all my heart.
See you soon. Madison and I are a comin!!!!
DADDY O!!!!!
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